dr. phil
celine dion
christian bale
kurt schwitters

funky! (e)
seaworld main page
gibbon
dolphin clicks
dolphins underwater
bottlenose
lamb
anteater
racoon
echolocation
JUST REVISITING.
But also:
prostitutes duchamp moca deleuze shit bellbottom jeans scarlett letter duality duality racial angela davis physics philosophers vector animal WU TANG! gospels christianity prosthetic sex reykjavik shit microwave entropic optometry (for your oh-so-jaded eyes) scientific basis realism psychological echo feng shui shit panthers du bois apollo sphinx party party party oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral oral and on and on.
loop loop loop,
But now things come under question.
Everything comes out ready made, repetition, taken from the whole of nature. Environment collecting, registering coincidences. Shift your memories from their fragmented predecessors to a subjective truth. I don’t really cook, but I can mix and absorb feelings to forms, ripping through allegiance, transmute, make something consensual. Visualize it. Divorce the image from its arbitrage, its slogan, there is nothing that you have to say right now. Today, the voice you speak with is silent. It is simultaneously your own and not your own. Conventional discourse belongs to a machine, defining interpretation. So keep cranking out the drift recontexualizing to its primal pre-linguistic science fiction extensions jazz and blues and dematerialized jumping off from the original archive changing the system by changing the frequency reprocessing endlessly endlessly endlessly. Science fiction and theater are no more imaginary or foolish or blinding than realism and The Word. Visual automatic writing forms identity, makes sense of the incubation zombie reading the phonograph while carrying a lamb in plastic buckets.
Does this have external or social meaning beyond your own perception?
It is starting…but invention ultimately only goes so far,
individualism stops direction alteration thinking
contributions discoveries and it goes on and on
loop loop loop reply reply reply. Personal implosion
creates a consciousness but to move, to communicate
something directly relational? well The Word is Law but
representation is coordinated - it is experience - the
final hearse to solidify your worst fear of no new thoughts
but when an EXCHANGE of GLANCES meets admitting that
appropriation draws from relativism and dispels self not
collective mystery, a mix of past appropriation to be able
to understand and say THE WORD and rhyming preconceptions
that are THE WORD tells cinematic style stories always moving
moving moving. We have to flow between the pendulum swing if
we want new ways to say shit.Creating the word ‘shit’ was
a remix, a great part of history, lets remix it again.
Doubleshit shitflock dreamshit artshit doubleplusartshit
shitness gutenshit galsahxiyt shitstyemic, whatever you’re
into. Not everything all the time but peril gives way to
struggle gives way to uncertainty gives way to the
passionately tricksterish. A Victorian era biologist or
something found that a series of sounds gives way to
signifying, investigation, narratives, culture, thinking,
NOT that thinking gives way to culture and narrative and
investigation and signifying and sound. Our hardware/software
is a beautiful accident carried by an invisible vector, it
generates on its own, transmitting what does not have to be
a disease if you transmutate the sounds. And in the process
they remain our own but refer to everything and everyone else,
we create collective where everyone can contribute – if you
think of one you think of us all.
Just think: respectful synthesis, bats
flying through the night.
Who is Mary, you ask?
Fuck if I know.
However afraid I am of her, I long to know so that I can keep her in line. All I can gather is that she is annoying and makes my life hard. I make my living as her speech-writer.
I do all of her paperwork, actually, in order to shift the ocean current toward responsibility and respectability, giving her the right words to say and the proper amount of coyness and ambition. I also picked out her glasses. They help to fool most people into thinking that she is very smart. She says she doesn’t need them, that she doesn’t mind bumping into everything and everyone, that she can see everything she needs to.
Oh bother.
The little bitch keeps me from sleeping, in part because she refuses to do any of this work on her own and in part because I can never find her. She hides in baskets of fluff and behind squares of fabric, projecting light signals to strangers.
What a fucking weirdo!
She does do what I tell her to, most of the time, but she easily stumbles. Sometimes she flat-out rejects the stories I give her to tell and tells her own. They are about owls and scorpions and phallic-shaped factories, but she never speaks – at most she makes a low, guttural, intelligible noise (“eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh”).
She gives everybody hugs. It’s embarrassing.
I try to keep her at bay by pushing her onto her back, like a turtle, and I watch her flounder, plastron up, for a little while. But then she just morphs into an archaeopteryx or a whale or a hedgehog and flies or swims or scurries away, vomiting out litters of amorphous babies and sticking arrows into her hard palate. She is happy.
It is deplorable. This is no place to be content.
Without me, she logically makes no sense in this world. And as much as she protests that this world is not the right one, I am at least able to intimidate her into staying here. She needs me. I give her speech, I give her purpose, I give her meaning.
I do not know if this means anything at all.